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With Sadness Will be Happiness

I have a sad story, but I won’t write completely here, I’ll write about the formula of life that I recently got.

Last Tuesday (April, 19), someone made me cry. Yes, I cried, and I had class in that time. Finally I left the class. I needed an hour to control myself.

I don’t like to interfere the life of others. I’ve tried to keep my mouth not to speak bad, not to make gossip and so on.

“Speak well or nothing.”

That day, I got sadness. Alhamdulillah I could hide my sadness in front of my students and others.

In the same day, before prayer Isya (prayer in night) a friend of mine phoned me. She was in Mecca (Mekkah, Saudi). She was doing Umrah. She said that she missed me and wanted to talk with me. I asked her prayer.
“You’re in my prayers, always.” She said. She hopes that one day she can invite me to visit Mecca again.

I got happiness in that night.
I thought, in the morning I was sad and I was happy in the night, still in the same day. Masha’Allah.

Then, I remember the verses in surah Al- Inshirah, verses 5 and 6.

It’s like a circle.

The other friend of mine advised me, “be happy when you got sadness, because you’ll find happiness after that. And prepare yourself when you got happiness, after that you’ll get sadness. That’s a life.”

Alhamdulillah, after that the other happiness has come to me till this time. 🙂

ايفا فطمواتي 

The Lonely Moon

the moon2
I’m the lonely moon
The darkness is my bosom friend
No air
No life
No dream
Who wants to live here with me?

I’m the lonely moon
I miss the sunlight
I need his touch in the night
I need his love
To fill my heart
To change my world
To be Full Moon!
Can I realize it?!!

*poor expression      😉

image credit:     dreamcatcherssay.blogspot.com

That Was Okay!

That was okay if people have hurt our hearts,

Cos, finally it was only between them and their Lord!

That was okay! 😊

الحق من الله، والخطاء مني

The Story of The Old Woman (2)

The memories of her
Were playing in
My mind:

As I was child
I found her pic
In her private room
She was truly beautiful
I admire her beauty

But, her beauty
Had invited the crime
Upon her
She got evil
The evil of an envier

The evil minded man
Carried away her beauty
She can’t speak
After that

She cried,
When the people sent greetings
Upon her
When the people gave charities
When the families consoled her
When the people talked with her
When the people…………………….
She cried
And she’ll cry

We can’t put
The smiles on her face
Her heart has broken
Too many hardships
Came to her
Yet she still has faith
In her heart

“Don’t be sad, Grandma!
Allah hears your prayers!
Believe in Him!”

PS: Jazakillah khoir, dear Haya for your suggestions!

To all readers n my friends, from the bottom of my heart, I ask you, please pray for this old lady. May Allah put blessings and happiness upon her, ameen! Thank you very much for your prayers!

الحق من الله، والخطاء مني

Avoiding The Hardships

As a weak human
When evil touched me,
And I jumped
To the comfort zone
I found the new hardship
I jumped again
To the other comfort zone
Then I found the new one
I jumped again
To the other areas
Until I felt tired
To avoid the hardships
I’m trying
To enjoy my matters
Because I believe in
These verses:

For indeed, with hardship (will be) ease. Indeed, with hardship (will be) ease. {Ash-Sharh:5-6}

الحق من الله، والخطاء مني

The Tests of The Faith

Assalamu’alaikum everyone! 💗

Less money…
It’s a test!

Less food…
It’s a test!

Less fruit…
It’s a test!

Loss of family,
Jobs and
Those’re tests from Allah!
Can we pass the hardships
patiently and being grateful
that we still have faith
in our hearts?

Having a lot of money…
It’s a test!
Having a lot of food…
It’s a test!
Having a beautiful face,
A high status,
A great job,
And having a lot of
Those’re tests from Allah!
Can we become grateful people
to all the mercies those
we have received from Allah?

The difficulties
The happiness
are tests from Allah!

People can pass
The hardships easier
than being tested
with the happiness.

الحق من الله، والخطاء مني

Reflection of a Servant

I live in a country where Islam is the biggest number. I was born as Muslim, and I’m so free to worship my Lord. My families and my community are Muslims. These are great mercies from Allah.
But, I often deny those favors.

I needed many years to decide wearing hijab. I chose to finish my job when the prayer call was reverberated. I put Qur’an on my back and chose others to read. Indeed, Allah has made my tongue easier to read His holy book, but I forget it to use as my light. Astaghfirullah…

In other time, as the hardship came to me, I came close… closer… closest to my Lord, complained my life. As the happiness came to me, I ran far… from my Lord, and claimed that was from myself.
It was shameful!!

In this holy month, I realized how many sins I’ve done. Yes, I’m the sinner… the wrongdoer. But I wasn’t shy to ask His paradise. How many years I walked in the wrong way to find the meaning of life. Today, I got it. I was asked to worship Him because I need Him. I was asked to do good deeds along my life, that’s only for me, not for Him. I need His love, I need His guidance.

O, Allah accept me as one of your righteous servants. I won’t ask your paradise again, I will ask Your love. Only Your love. It’s enough for me!

Teach me how to love You!

Teach me how to love Your messenger, Muhammad!

And guide me how to spread my love to the world!

I need You, I need Your love, O my Lord!

الحق من الله، والخطاء مني

Don’t Blame The Frog!

“A young mother was teaching her baby to walk. The cute baby followed her mom’s instructions happily. She was glad because she could walk long.
The baby tried to walk alone. Her mom was sitting on the bench controlling her. Suddenly, the baby fell and cried. Her mom ran toward the baby and said, “it’s okay! Oh come on my dear, don’t cry! Where’s the frog? Let’s catch it! Don’t cry, okay!”
(The mother blamed the frog when her baby fell)

When my son was fallen from his cycle, he beat his cycle. I saw that then asked him, “Hey dear, what was happened?”
“My cycle is bad Mom! Its brake didn’t work well.”
“Hmmm, I’ll let you know something. Your cycle doesn’t have mistake. I think you were careless just now. I just checked its brake, it’s good. Don’t blame your cycle! Listen, if it can speak like us, it’ll defend itself and says to you, (Hey Kaka, I didn’t disturb you. I’m only a cycle. So, don’t beat me).”
Kaka didn’t speak again. I guessed he tried to understand my words. I don’t want he throws his mistake to other. Perhaps it’s just a very little thing, but it’s a serious thing for me, and I must correct it. If not, I’m worried my son will fear to admit his mistake (but not to blame himself).

Let’s see the other cases!
📌 When parents saw the bad results of their children’s exams, poor parents will blame the teachers, the lessons, the school, the education system and government. They forgot something. They didn’t see the process of the exams wholly.

📍 When the teachers found the difficulties in teaching, the poor teachers will blame the students, the parents, and etc.

📣 And when the manager got failures, the poor manager usually blame his employees.
So many frogs here! 😊
Have you ever seen the cases like these, my friends?
So, if you find your governments always blame their people, perhaps as they kids, they were taught to blame the frogs. 😃

الحق من الله، والخطاء مني

Man And Money

Happy Ramadan to all Muslims! ❤


Man     : “Allah is my Lord!”

Money : “You’re a big Liar! There is another God in your heart!”

Man     : “Wallahi, Allah is my Lord!”

Money : “You spent most of your times to find Me. So, I’m your Lord!”

Man     : “No, Allah is my Lord!”

Money : “You love me more than everything! So, I’m your Lord!”

Man     : “Noo…!!! Allah is my Lord!”

Money : “But, you put Me in your heart! So, I’m your Lord!”

Man     : “You’ve stressed me!! My life and my death are for Allah!”

Money : “If you choose Allah as your Lord, throw me out from your heart and put     Me in your hand!”

Man    : “I can’t! I need you to recover all my life!”

Money : “Then, you’re my slave! How about Allah? Will you leave Him?”

Man     : “O Allah forgive me for all my sins, and guide me to Your right path!”

Money : “ You made me confused, Man! Who is your Lord now? You said that you love Allah, but you still put Me in your heart. I’ve said, put Me in your hand and love Allah alone!”

Man     : “I choose Allah as my Lord!”

Money : “Okay, that’s excellent choice! I’ll leave you now! Don’t love Me again! Love Allah, He’ll give you His love!”

Man     : “Can I live without you, Money?”

Money : “ Ha..ha…ha!!! I can’t believe it, you’re so s****d, Man!  I said, love Allah alone don’t love Me anymore! Put Allah in your heart and put Me in your   hand! I’m so tired to explain it to you!”

Man     : “Sorry!”

Money :   😀


There is No Reason to be Arrogant People

source: apod.nasa.gov
source: apod.nasa.gov


Where are We?
Where is The Earth?
Where is The Sun?
Where is The Biggest Planet?
Where is The Biggest Star?
Where is our Galaxy?
We are like particles
In this Universe
So, there is no reason
To be arrogant people

“And do not walk upon the earth exultantly. Indeed, you will never tear the earth [apart], and you will never reach the mountains in height.” Al-Israa: 37