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IDEA “I Love Graffiti Art, I’m learning it now.”

Fresh air and
Lovely birds song
have given me the inspiration
in writing, in drawing,
I’ll share them in here
in my other lovely home
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With Sadness Will be Happiness

I have a sad story, but I won’t write completely here, I’ll write about the formula of life that I recently got.

Last Tuesday (April, 19), someone made me cry. Yes, I cried, and I had class in that time. Finally I left the class. I needed an hour to control myself.

I don’t like to interfere the life of others. I’ve tried to keep my mouth not to speak bad, not to make gossip and so on.

“Speak well or nothing.”

That day, I got sadness. Alhamdulillah I could hide my sadness in front of my students and others.

In the same day, before prayer Isya (prayer in night) a friend of mine phoned me. She was in Mecca (Mekkah, Saudi). She was doing Umrah. She said that she missed me and wanted to talk with me. I asked her prayer.
“You’re in my prayers, always.” She said. She hopes that one day she can invite me to visit Mecca again.

I got happiness in that night.
I thought, in the morning I was sad and I was happy in the night, still in the same day. Masha’Allah.

Then, I remember the verses in surah Al- Inshirah, verses 5 and 6.

It’s like a circle.

The other friend of mine advised me, “be happy when you got sadness, because you’ll find happiness after that. And prepare yourself when you got happiness, after that you’ll get sadness. That’s a life.”

Alhamdulillah, after that the other happiness has come to me till this time. 🙂

ايفا فطمواتي 

Just for Fun!


I drew my blog name just for fun. It was nice when I could express my feeling with words or just simple pic.

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Two years with WordPress

Assalamu’alaikum everyone,
I hope you always enjoy your days! 🙂
Just wanted to share this pic on my blog,  yeah for this chance I only post a short post.  I just received it from wordpress,  thank you!


I admitted since I was back to school,  I can’t post everyday.  I only wrote a few posts each month. Everything need time,  and I don’t have much time for blogging,  but I promise whenever I get chance to log in to my dashboard,  I’ll make a post.  I have some topics,  but still in my brain, and I must write them soon, if not  they’ll be gone.  😁

Till here,  see you next!  ☁💟💟☁

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I 💟Simplicity


I’m a simple, simple woman

my blog,

my thoughts,

my words

my lifestyle

are so simple.   🙂

I’m a simple, simple woman

and I ❤  simplicity.


amelia barr



Hey, friends! It’s a very simple post, you can skip it!


Life is Busy

I wake up before dawn

worshiping my Lord,



playing or doing something with family


sleeping   😀

Do you?!!

I ask myself;

will you give your time for your Lord?

will you give your time for Islam?

will you give your time for your friends?

and will you give your time for blogging as usual?

will you…?

will you…?

will you…?

My life is busy!

How about you?!!


Note: Based on true experience. Some days ago, I met a mother (an old woman) and she stays at home. She has two sons, and they work in other city. That woman said to me, I’m bored because there’s nothing to do. I want to find job, but my sons has forbidden me to work.

I compared my life with hers, “my life is so busy!”

I really hope, in the future I still can do something good for my life and others. Perhaps, I’ll write everyday.   😀


Suggestion for Me…

If I thought more

about the topic

I couldn’t write anything

only saving the ideas

in my brain.

When I wrote down

after getting the ideas

my fingers could dance

nicely on the keyboard

and the words flow fast


don’t think too much about your writing

just write …

write… and write!

Suggestion for Me!

The Nice Gift from My Great Students!

Assalamu’alaikum, (Peace be upon you!)

Again, in this post I’ll share my happiness to you all. 🙂

Yesterday, after dzuhur prayer, my students gave a nice gift (a cake) to me. Yesterday wasn’t my birthday, mine is today. But, I didn’t celebrate it, and I have never celebrated it. Just, remembered it and pray to Allah to make my life easy.

As their teacher, I really respected their intention, and I shared my happiness with them. They made me happy. If you read my latest post about “The Precious Gift from My Beloved Sister Papatia,” so the gift from my students is the second happiness I received this week.

Yes, I got many… many blessings from Allah. This morning my son kissed me to show his love to me and said, “Is today your birthday?”

“Yes, but your Mom only remember it and making pray to Allah, that’s all!”

“Oh, I see!”

After that, we went to school as usual.

Here, I’ll show you that gift! Their loves and their kindness are the great gifts for me! I love them sooooo much!       ❤

Yummy! he..he
Yummy! he..he




May Allah bless you all, my students!   Ameen!

The Precious Gift from My Beloved Sister Papatia

Assalamu’alaikum my dear friends!

Hope you’re always in good faith and health! Ameen!

In this post, I wanted to share my happiness to you all!   🙂

Insha Allah I won’t share my sadness.      😀

My beloved friend  Papatia Feauxzar (I like to call her as my beloved sister) was so kind to send me her new novel The Ducktrinors Hanifa Book 1. I got it in this morning. My country Indonesia is sooo far from USA, but she gave it as a gift for me.

Jazakillah khoir for your kindness, my sis. Only Allah can reward your kindness.

What amazing friendship!

To be honest, in this real life we have never met, but our souls have met already.

I’ll read, learn this novel. I believe that I’ll get many new words and phrases from that Novel. Insha’Allah.

You’re all heart, Sister. I always love you fillah! We’ll meet  in this dunya (world) or in akhirat (hereafter). Insha’Allah!  You’re my great supporter!   🙂

Package from Sis Papatia Feauxzar.
Package from Sis Papatia Feauxzar.


It's real! I hold her novel! Masha;Allah! You've made my day, Sis!
It was real! I held her novel! Masha;Allah! You’ve made my day, Sis!

Thank you for reading!

Wassalam!    ❤